Sunny Saturday.

I have to go and lie down. I'm abit dizzy you see. Coming off these anti-depressants I've been taking for the last 3+ years and it sure ain't straight forward. But...I'm determined to do it and I don't feel like rushing to the kitchen drawer and finding a sharp knife, so that's good. But I must also go out too and enjoy this sunshine.

Have been in my new job for 3 weeks now and officially started taking calls Thursday. Pretty intense but I'm enjoying it. I like the challenge though always breath a sigh of relief when the call turns out to be an easy one!

The boys' mother is just about to embark on a cruise today down in Miami, courtesy of TACF. It's very cool of them to do this for her. She deserves it, that's for sure. They're holding a conference on board the ship and doing something in Puerto Rico when the ship berths there.

Am learning to recognise the anger still inside of me these days. Have felt that I have been getting stuck in it so have been asking God to help me in some extra measure to work this through. A friend said it is probably all part of the recuring grief cycle, and I think he is right. I thank God for friends who can provide a perspective that I can't always see myself.

Time to finish.

Hugs to all who read this...and maybe you can leave a comment or if you can't do that then send me an email or if you can't do that then say a prayer for me and if you can't do that....well you better check your pulse because you might be dead!

Luv y'all
THOUGHTS:
- Kiss a flower.
- Open a door for a stranger who is younger than you.
- Let the man in the well dressed suit or the business woman who appears to have it all together go first in the queue.
- Say thank you to the person who cleans the bathrooms and clears the garbage in your work place (or leave a note for them)
- Give yourself space to rest and doing nothing, except be alone with yourself and God.