Oh My! It's been so long....

Yeah I know. I've been really slack. I should have blogged a couple of weeks ago, but things got away on me. Should I beat myself? Nah! Am learning to be kinder to myself these days.

Lots of changes since I last wrote. Man! I never know what is coming up sometimes. After receiving permission from my 3 wonderful boys I have moved out east to a wonderful little town called Sackville. It's in New Brunswick. Am staying with a very cool friend of mine who offered me a place to stay when everything else in Toronto wasn't working out. And...on Wednesday I was offered a job, which I have of course accepted! I start February 7. I'll be working in this banking Call Centre helping people with credit card problems. I can move onto other areas though after the initial 3-6 months, and I am definitely interested in becoming one of their trainers. The work environment is very nice and the people seem really friendly too, so I am truly grateful to God. This came at a great time for me. Helped me remind me about God's for me. Oh...this was the first and only job I applied for!

I have to admit though, that I'm realising how much I don't trust God sometimes. I guess it is mainly when I feel very lost about what to do with things in my life, especially as it relates to work, accommodation, finances, etc. Kind of shames me really. I love him and know He loves me, but man...sometimes I just get to wondering what He is doing and when things will final settle down abit for me? Perhaps this last year has taken more of a toll on me emotionally and spiritually than I've admitted to myself. I know I still have a lot of pain from all the shit that happened with the church and so-called friends. Oh well...I won't go there, except with God. Will have to get on top of all this angst sometime though.

Been flying a lot in the last month and am pleased to advise all the world that I will soon have enough points in my AA Advantage Mileage account for a free trip somewhere in Nth America. (Now where should I go? Florida? California? New York? Would definitely like somewhere in the Sun)

Is great being in Toronto this weekend with my special guys. Wow I love my off-spring! Talk about laugh tonight when Rhonda, the boys and I were playing a new card game. One of those special moments that you can't conjure up!

Time to fly. Bed is calling.

QUOTE/SAYING:
"Don't think too highly of yourself in case you bang your head on the ceiling"!